gone again.

And you wonder why I don't let you in.

today is terrific

I'm walking into every room like a badass...AS a badass. Master diver extraordinaire right here. I hope the rain on the horizon floods this shit so I can dive the new San Marcos Lake. I think I'm going to add the assistant instructor course to my schedule this fall...talk about busy. That'll make 18 hours. But maybe I need that again. I've been stuck in the paced routine of 12 for the last two semesters. If I push myself I think I can make it out of this place as scheduled with a double major and a scuba instructor certification. I'll have everything I need to invade countries. Man, I'm getting so excited, because I'm gonna have the life.

dive

Bottomless, tired, unwashed and tangled hair. I feel like I'm still bobbing in and out of the waves. My body has a temporarily natural back and forth sway. Now topless. My bed beckons me in. But for some crazy reason I still crave the sun...or the water? I feel so much lighter now. I wish I had gills. I could swim forever.